BADOLESCENT

by Oliver Tex

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childhood trauma

present day trauma
using sound by means of catharsis and by extension carving it into art for personal purposes that attracts those who relate or simply find mental dynamics about as intriguing as a zoo animal

I started this when I got on lexapro in October

medication has brought out the best and worst of me

I’ve lived my entire life without medication until this past fall and all the exhaust I’ve prior had by default or had swung into after unbearable panic episodes nearly every other day has converted into putting my troubles into my hands to mold into what I call “BADOLESCENT”

the worst of me, withdrawals of meds put into perspective how maniacal I am, beastly anger and panic and self deprecation and fearful narcissism makes up 50% of what I am. I’m on my second suicide watch and had decided to take this time to finish this before I go to Ohio to see my girlfriend so I can actually end the year right with everything set in its path for once

this isn’t for everyone but starting now I make things for myself and myself only

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released December 14, 2016

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Track Name: SORRY
it's okay
Track Name: REVENGE
from here
you can smell everything
beware
it's terrifying
it's a pill
but there's no denying
what I am
what I am is dying

so come down
come down
come down
come down

you're lost
I've never had the room to breathe
take care
of what you took from me
it's a pile
of the pieces I need
you're not here
I'll take back what I need

so come down
come down
come down
come down